10/09/2012

Sandusky: 'They can't take away my heart'

  • The sentencing phase of the trial is scheduled for 9 a.m. ET
  • Sandusky makes audio statement on eve of sentencing hearing
  • He says that he knows in his heart he is innocent
  • Former coach could face life in prison after conviction on 45 counts of child sex abuse

Bellefonte, Pennsylvania (CNN) -- Convicted pedophile Jerry Sandusky may face up to life in prison when he is sentenced Tuesday morning for sexually abusing 10 boys over a 15-year period.

And while some of his victims and Sandusky himself are expected to address the judge during the proceedings, he pleaded his case in an audio statement that aired Monday in which he protests his innocence and says he is falsely accused.

"They could take away my life, they could make me out as a monster, they could treat me as a monster, but they can't take away my heart," the former coach at Penn State says. "In my heart, I know I did not do these alleged disgusting acts."

In his statement, Sandusky also accused the judge of bringing the case to trial too quickly, the victims of conspiring together and the attorneys of trying to make money in future civil suits. Members of his defense team have long maintained that they were denied sufficient time to prepare.

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Former Penn State assistant football coach Jerry Sandusky leaves the Centre County Courthouse in handcuffs after a jury found him guilty in his sex abuse trial on Friday, June 22.Former Penn State assistant football coach Jerry Sandusky leaves the Centre County Courthouse in handcuffs after a jury found him guilty in his sex abuse trial on Friday, June 22.
Sandusky is escorted in handuffs to a police car at the Centre County Courthouse under the glare of TV lights. The jury found Sandusky guilty on 45 of 48 counts.Sandusky is escorted in handuffs to a police car at the Centre County Courthouse under the glare of TV lights. The jury found Sandusky guilty on 45 of 48 counts.
Defense attorney Joe Amendola talks to the media after the trial.Defense attorney Joe Amendola talks to the media after the trial.
Dottie Sandusky, who has been married to Sandusky for 46 years, walks with her husband while jurors deliberate. She testified that she did not witness any sexual abuse.
Dottie Sandusky, who has been married to Sandusky for 46 years, walks with her husband while jurors deliberate. She testified that she did not witness any sexual abuse.
Matt Sandusky, one of Jerry Sandusky's six adopted children, said Thursday through his attorney that he also was sexually abused and was prepared to testify.Matt Sandusky, one of Jerry Sandusky's six adopted children, said Thursday through his attorney that he also was sexually abused and was prepared to testify.
Shadows of the media are seen outside the courthouse during the second day of deliberations. Jurors took 21 hours over two days to convict Sandusky on 45 of 48 charges against him.Shadows of the media are seen outside the courthouse during the second day of deliberations. Jurors took 21 hours over two days to convict Sandusky on 45 of 48 charges against him.
Sandusky's attorney Joe Amendola arrives at the courthouse Friday. After the conviction, Amendola announced plans to appeal despite the mountain of convictions against his client.Sandusky's attorney Joe Amendola arrives at the courthouse Friday. After the conviction, Amendola announced plans to appeal despite the mountain of convictions against his client.
Judge John Cleland walks into the courthouse. Once the jury reached its decision, he revoked Sandusky's bail and ordered his arrest.
Judge John Cleland walks into the courthouse. Once the jury reached its decision, he revoked Sandusky's bail and ordered his arrest.
Prosecutor Joseph E. McGettigan III, second from left, and the rest of his prosecution team arrive at the courthouse Friday. Prosecutor Joseph E. McGettigan III, second from left, and the rest of his prosecution team arrive at the courthouse Friday.
A crowd gathers outside the Centre County Courthouse in Bellefonte, Pennsylvania, to await the Sandusky verdict.
A crowd gathers outside the Centre County Courthouse in Bellefonte, Pennsylvania, to await the Sandusky verdict.
Sandusky faces the cameras as he is led to a sheriff's vehicle in handcuffs after the reading of the verdict.Sandusky faces the cameras as he is led to a sheriff's vehicle in handcuffs after the reading of the verdict.
Sandusky is put into a police car.Sandusky is put into a police car.
Sandusky was booked into the Centre County Correctional Facility.Sandusky was booked into the Centre County Correctional Facility.
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Photos: Jerry Sandusky convictedPhotos: Jerry Sandusky convicted
The podium stand outside of Jerry Sandusky's trial on its first day is covered in mics, hinting at the massive media coverage of the event.The podium stand outside of Jerry Sandusky's trial on its first day is covered in mics, hinting at the massive media coverage of the event.
Several news vans pile up outside of the Sandusky trial. The network satellite vans are all parked in front of the Centre County Courthouse and the vans parked in back are live trucks from the regional news outlets. Several news vans pile up outside of the Sandusky trial. The network satellite vans are all parked in front of the Centre County Courthouse and the vans parked in back are live trucks from the regional news outlets.
Every day Sandusky arrived in the passenger seat of his attorney Joe Amendola's black BMW SUV.Every day Sandusky arrived in the passenger seat of his attorney Joe Amendola's black BMW SUV.
This sign posted on a road near the town of Bellefonte, Pennsylvania, shows support for former Penn State head football coach Joe Paterno.This sign posted on a road near the town of Bellefonte, Pennsylvania, shows support for former Penn State head football coach Joe Paterno.
Mic cords abound as the media took over the courthouse lawn to cover the Jerry Sandusky trial. Mic cords abound as the media took over the courthouse lawn to cover the Jerry Sandusky trial.
The grave of Joe Paterno is at Spring Creek Presbyterian Cemetery in State College, Pennsylvania. The grave of Joe Paterno is at Spring Creek Presbyterian Cemetery in State College, Pennsylvania.
Reporters wait with microphones outside of the Sandusky trial. Reporters wait with microphones outside of the Sandusky trial.
Several photographers and videographers staked out spots behind the police's green barriers in the back of the courthouse where Sandusky's trial was taking place. Several photographers and videographers staked out spots behind the police's green barriers in the back of the courthouse where Sandusky's trial was taking place.
Live vans from regional news outlets fill the lot behind the Centre County Courthouse where the Sandusky trial is taking place. Live vans from regional news outlets fill the lot behind the Centre County Courthouse where the Sandusky trial is taking place.
Judge John M. Cleland is presiding over Sandusky's trial at the Centre County Courthouse in Bellefonte, PennsylvaniaJudge John M. Cleland is presiding over Sandusky's trial at the Centre County Courthouse in Bellefonte, Pennsylvania
A business advertises Joe Paterno items within view of the courthouse where assistant coach Sandusky is on trial.A business advertises Joe Paterno items within view of the courthouse where assistant coach Sandusky is on trial.
The gate to the practice football field is locked at the Mildred and Louis Lasch Football Building at Penn State University in State College, PennsylvaniaThe gate to the practice football field is locked at the Mildred and Louis Lasch Football Building at Penn State University in State College, Pennsylvania
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Tom Kline, an attorney for the person identified in court as Victim No. 5, called Sandusky's words "preposterous."

"If you are to believe Mr. Sandusky, then we have the grand conspiracy, which his lawyers attempted to play out in the court, which involved 10 young men, a janitor, Mr. (Mike) McQueary, the press, the lawyers and everyone else who's involved," Kline told CNN's "Erin Burnett OutFront" Monday evening.

"The fact of the matter is that there was no collusion whatsoever. My client came forward only after there was a knock on the door by the police, which led him to a grand jury room. He had never spoken to anyone. He told his story."

McQueary, a former Penn State assistant football, testified that he saw Sandusky in a shower with an underage boy. He filed a whistleblower lawsuit last week against the university, according to a court document from Centre County, Pennsylvania.

Sandusky co-counsel Karl Rominger confirmed the audio statement is legitimate.

"If he wants to say that, God bless the First Amendment," Rominger said.

Penn State University's ComRadio first aired the audio clip on its website Monday evening.

"We will continue to fight," he said in the audio statement. "We didn't lose the proven facts, evidence, accurate locations and times. Anything can be said. We lost to speculation and stories that were influenced by people who wanted to convict me."

But an attorney for Victim No. 4 sees it differently, saying Sandusky needs to confess his guilt.

"One thing that's critical for victims' healing is an acknowledgment of guilt. (Sandusky) is stunting that healing," attorney Ben Andreozzi said. "He is either delusional, or the victim of one of the most comprehensive conspiracies of mankind."

The attorney for a man who claims he was repeatedly sexually abused by Sandusky while a child said the statement is a reminder that child predators justify their actions.

"Pedophiles often believe they did not do anything wrong. In their twisted universe, they helped their victims and loved them," said Marci Hamilton, an attorney for Travis Weaver, now 30. Weaver did not testify in Sandusky's trial, but did file a civil action against the former coach.

It has been nearly a year since the Penn State scandal erupted, leading to the firing of iconic head football coach Joe Paterno and the ouster of the university's longtime president.

Jurors determined in June that Sandusky, a 68-year-old former defensive coordinator, used his access to university facilities and a foundation he founded for under-privileged youth to sexually abuse the boys.

His attorney, Joe Amendola, said Monday that his client, who is being held in the Centre County, Pennsylvania, jail, plans to read a statement before the court. Sandusky's statement should take five to 10 minutes, he said, but likely will steer clear of the argument he failed to receive a fair trial. On Monday the judge made it clear sentencing wouldn't be the place for such legal arguments, Amendola said.

On June 22, Sandusky was convicted on 45 counts of child sex abuse, ranging from corruption of minors to involuntary deviate sexual intercourse, which were laid out in graphic testimony by his accusers over the course of the less-than-two-week trial.

His attorneys will have 10 days after the sentencing to appeal the decision.

At least of three of Sandusky's victims are expected to be in attendance on Tuesday, according to their attorneys. Two of them plan to address the former coach directly, while the third is expected to have a statement read by prosecutors.

The statement from Victim No. 4 "will convey anger," said Andreozzi said. "He is nowhere near forgiving Sandusky."

Kline's client, Victim No. 5, also plans to speak. He provided a statement to CNN

"I hope and pray that when Your Honor sentences Mr. Sandusky that you consider the real harm he has done to me and others, and take into account the tears, pain and private anguish I and others have suffered," he said.

Members of Sandusky's family, including his wife, Dottie, will submit letters of support to the court as will some of the former participants in the Second Mile foundation, Amendola said.

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During the trial, which garnered national attention and cast a shadow on Penn State's heralded football program, the 23-year-old Victim No. 4 testified that he was only 13 when Sandusky sexually abused him in a university shower.

That account is separate from a 2001 incident about which then-graduate assistant McQueary testified, saying that he saw the former coach pressed up against the back of a boy in the shower room of the Lasch Football Building.

Prosecutors described during the trial how Sandusky showered with the boy, using locker room "soap fights" as a pretext for abuse.

Sandusky's attorneys say they plan to appeal the guilty verdict, and will argue that the jury's opinions had been tainted by a prosecution reference to a disturbing interview their client did with NBC's Bob Costas prior to the trial.

CNN legal contributor Paul Callan called Sandusky's audio statement another "horrible mistake" akin to the Costas interview and one that likely won't sit well with the judge.

"If Sandusky wanted to give a press interview and tell his side of the story after sentencing, believe me, everyone is looking to talk to him," Callan said. "So why wouldn't you wait, do this in a dignified way, hope for the lowest possibly sentence and then take your case to the public?"

"I've never seen anything like this," he said on "Erin Burnett OutFront."

Less than a month after Sandusky's conviction, former FBI Director Louis Freeh released his university-funded report that blamed Paterno, President Graham Spanier, suspended Athletic Director Tim Curley and ex-Vice President Gary Schultz for taking part in a cover-up to avoid bad publicity.

When a hero falls off a pedestal

Freeh also said Paterno could have stopped the attacks had he done more, though neither McQueary, Sandusky nor Paterno -- who died in January -- were interviewed by his investigators.

Attorneys for Spanier blasted the review, calling it a "blundering, indefensible indictment" and "a flat-out distortion of facts" that was "infused with bias and innuendo."

In July, the NCAA imposed sanctions against Penn State, including a $60 million fine, scholarship reductions, the vacating of 112 wins, five years' probation and a bowl ban for four years.

CNN's Ross Levitt and Ed Payne contributed to this report

French, American win Nobel in Physics

The Nobel Prize in Physics will be announced Tuesday in Stockholm, Sweden.
The Nobel Prize in Physics will be announced Tuesday in Stockholm, Sweden.
  • The prize for physics has been awarded 105 times since 1901
  • The prize money sum dropped 20% since last year

(CNN) -- A French and an American scientist won the Nobel Prize in Physics on Tuesday for, what the prize committee, called "ground-breaking" work on measuring and manipulating individual particles while preserving their quantum mechanical nature.

Serge Haroche of France and David Wineland of the United States will share the $1.2 million prize, the second of six Nobel prizes announced this month.

The award surprised those who expected the prize this year to be related to the discovery of the Higgs boson, considered one of the top scientific achievements of the past 50 years.

Last year, three scientists shared the physics prize for the discovery that the universe is apparently expanding at an accelerating rate some 14 billion years after the Big Bang and not slowing to a static state nor preparing to contract.

The laureates were Saul Perlmutter from Lawrence Berkeley National Laboratory and the University of California, Berkeley; Brian P. Schmidt of Australian National University, and Adam G. Riess of Johns Hopkins University and the Space Telescope Science Institute.

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This year, the foundation lowered the monetary award that accompanies the Nobel Prize by 20% from 10 million Swedish kronor ($1.5 million) to 8 million kronor ($1.2 million) because of the turbulence that has hit financial markets.

On Monday, the Nobel Assembly awarded the prize for Physiology or Medicine to Sir John B. Gurdon and Shinya Yamanaka jointly for their discovery that stem cells can be made of mature cells and need not necessarily be taken from fetuses or embryos.

In the coming days, the committee also will announce prizes in chemistry, literature, peace and economics.

Since 1901, the committee has handed out the Nobel Prize in Physics 105 times to 192 individuals. The youngest recipient was Lawrence Bragg, who won in 1915 at the age of 25. Bragg is not only the youngest physics laureate, he is also the youngest Nobel laureate in any Nobel prize area.

The oldest physics laureate was Raymond Davis Jr., who was 88 years old when he was awarded the prize in 2002.

John Bardeen was the only physicist to receive the prize twice -- for work in semiconductors and superconductivity.

More undocumented immigrants die on US crossing

In a rural Texas county, an increasing number of illegal immigrants are dying before they can complete the journey to what they hoped would be a better life. (Warning: This video contains some footage that may be disturbing for viewers.)

By Hannah Rappleye and Lisa Riordan Seville
NBC News

MISSION, Texas -- In the freezer of a small funeral home nearly 13 miles from the Texas-Mexico border, 22 bodies are stacked on plywood shelves, one on top of the other. 

The bodies wrapped in white sheets have names, families and official countries of origin -- Honduras, El Salvador, Mexico, sometimes China or Pakistan. The bodies in black shrouds are the remains of the nameless and unclaimed, waiting to be identified.


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For the past few years, the family-owned Elizondo Mortuary and Cremation Service in Mission, Texas, has been taking in the remains of undocumented immigrants found dead in nearby counties after crossing the border from Mexico. This year, however, they had to build an extra freezer. It's become difficult to keep up with the rising tide of dead coming to them from across the Rio Grande Valley.


Crossing the U.S.-Mexico border illegally has always been dangerous, but this year heat and drought have made the journey particularly deadly. According to U.S. Customs and Border Protection, this part of the border has seen a sharp rise in both rescues and deaths of people crossing the border illegally. So far in 2012, agents have rescued more than 310 people, and found nearly 150 dead in the Rio Grande Valley -- an increase of more than 200 percent over the last fiscal year. 

This comes as migration across the U.S.-Mexico border has dropped to historic lows, falling nearly 62 percent over the last five years, according to numbers recently released by CBP. But the proportion of deaths to apprehensions is rising -- suggesting that while fewer are crossing, more are dying.

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Ranch land in Brooks County, Texas.

Ground zero is over 70 miles north of the border, in Brooks County. Last year the remains of about 50 presumed undocumented immigrants were found in the county. This year, the tally has reached about 104, with nearly three months to go.

The rising number of unclaimed corpses marks a growing crisis for this cash-strapped county of fewer than 7,500 residents. Because Brooks has no coroner, it sends the bodies recovered on its vast cattle ranches to Elizondo in neighboring Hidalgo County. It costs, according to county officials, about $1,500 for each body to be processed. 

Both the county and Elizondo also make efforts to identify the remains. In most cases, chances are slim. The mortuary uses physical descriptions and accounts of the clothing worn by missing immigrants to attempt to match bodies, but often there are few clues to work with. The elements and animals often destroy corpses and scatter bones across the desert. While DNA testing could help, neither Brooks County nor Elizondo can afford to order the tests for every unidentified body. 

Many of the migrants who are found dead in this part of South Texas end up buried in paupers' graves, remembered only by their gender, case number and the name of the ranch where they died.

Adaptation
In September, Marta Iraheta traveled from Houston to Falfurrias, Texas, the seat of Brooks County. She came seeking the remains of her nephew and a friend who disappeared in July as they crossed illegally into the United States.  

Twenty-year-old Elmer Esau Barahona left his hometown of San Vicente, El Salvador, on June 10th. On June 27th -- his is daughter's second birthday -- he called his mother to say he had arrived in the border city of McAllen, Texas.

He told her he and his friend were staying in a stash house, waiting for the smugglers to take them on the next leg of the journey. From the stories Iraheta has pieced together from survivors, her nephew and his friend left McAllen five days later, on the evening of July 2.

Marta Iraheta has been hunting for months for word of her missing nephew, Elmer Esau Barahona, who left his native El Salvador in June.

They began the long walk with a group of migrants through desolate private ranch land, skirting the Border Patrol checkpoint in Falfurrias. After a day of walking, his friend, a 17-year-old Salvadoran named Elmer Amilcar Sevallos Martinez, sat down and did not get up again. The rest of the group continued on. 

Just minutes from the highway where the coyotes -- as the smugglers are known -- were to pick them up, Barahona hurt his knee.

"The coyote told them they had to leave him there," said Iraheta, his aunt, who is a naturalized U.S. citizen. "They said he was bad, really bad. He was faint. He remained there, sprawled on the ground."

The Rio Grande Valley is one of the most trafficked illegal immigration routes used by people known in Border Patrol parlance as "OTM," or "other than Mexican." About 60 percent of those apprehended in this area come from Guatemala, Honduras and El Salvador, as well as countries as distant as China, Afghanistan and Russia.

"When you look at South Texas on a map and draw a straight line to Central and South America, this is your furthest southern point to cross into the U.S.," said Enrique Mendiola, assistant chief Border Patrol agent for the Rio Grande Valley.

But the recent increase in traffic through this corridor is attributable to more than geography.

Since the mid-1990s, U.S. Customs and Border Protection has clamped down hard on border crossings. The agency has more than doubled in size since 2004, and now has 28,000 agents, nearly half of them in Texas. Fences, sensors, drones, checkpoints and disciplined, coordinated enforcement have choked off routes through urban areas that were once easily crossed.

Smugglers have adapted by moving into sparsely populated areas like the Sonoran desert in Arizona, and the west Rio Grande Valley.

"We're starting to see these crossings more in these particular areas than we have in the past," said Mendiola.

With triple-digit temperatures and wide deserts, these uncompromising landscapes are harder to patrol than populous areas on the border's edge. They are also more dangerous for those crossing into the country.

"There's no doubt that the increased vigilance has pushed people into these more hostile areas," said Raquel Rubio-Goldsmith, a professor of Mexican American Studies and coordinator of Arizona State University's Binational Migration Institute. "Traditionally, people crossed in urban areas. If you cross into an urban area, you can find a way of making it. If you have to cross through these rural areas, you're taking a big chance." 

Despite the rising danger and cost, people keep coming. Advocates and families say that with few legal avenues into the U.S., migrants feel this is the only way to make a better life.

"Had they been able to have a good chance of getting a visa, they never would have tried to cross the desert," she said.

Lucrative cargo
U.S. Customs and Border Protection says that Gulf Cartel out of Mexico controls most of the lucrative smuggling routes through this area of the Rio Grande Valley, and uses them to ferry both humans and drugs into the country.

The Border Patrol has made dismantling these networks a priority. Despite daily apprehensions of individual migrants, Deputy Chief Patrol Agent Woody Lee said the agency's larger aim is "not focusing on what it is that's coming across, but how do we take out the infrastructure."

"How do we take out the people who are moving the product, or the people, on this side of the border? " he said. "Those people are within our control."

This means the agency, which has jurisdiction up to 100 miles from the border, does much of its work far from the Mexico line, following the smugglers as they forge new tactics and routes.

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Texas Border Volunteer Ed Aldredge, left, and rancher Mike Vickers. The Texas Border Volunteers, a citizen group based in Brooks County, patrols ranch land for undocumented immigrants.

The coyotes hustle people across the border into stash houses in towns and cities like McAllen and Mission. From there, they pile them into vans — the seats torn out to fit more bodies — and drop them off along the road south of the Falfurrias border checkpoint in Brooks County, the northernmost patrol point in this area.

Those who pay more walk less, according to the Border Patrol and immigrants who have made the crossing. The going rate varies. A thousand, or a few thousand, just to cross the border. For those from Central America, it may cost more than $5,000 or $7,000. From China or Pakistan, some say as high as $50,000. 

The terrain the immigrants must cross is brutal. The walk can be dozens of miles through the sandy terrain with nothing — no water, no mountains or hills by which to navigate. This summer, daytime temperatures reached nearly 110 degrees. The brush fools the unaccustomed. One minute they are tired. The next, their bodies begin to give out.

People in Falfurrias know what happens on the journey, often better than the migrants themselves. 

They know how some groups have coyotes as guides across the desert. Others are left on their own, with a cell phone to call the coyote when they arrive. Some use it to call 911 if they are dying. 

Ranchers and Border Patrol agents have seen evidence of the brutality. They will tell you that a pair of women's panties hung in a tree is a sign that a woman was raped there. The coyotes leave them to mark the conquest.

They will tell you how the coyotes tell their charges that the walk around the Falfurrias checkpoint is short, that they should aim for those lights. "That's Houston," some say, to give the migrants hope the trip is nearly done. But that distant glare is merely light over a ranch gate, or the streetlights illuminating Highway 281. Houston is nearly 300 miles away.

'The depravity of man'
The photos spread across the desk of Brooks County rancher Mike Vickers show corpses in various states of decomposition. From the pile, the sun-bleached skulls of women peer out from beneath the rotting flesh of young men. Others show immigrants who were found near death by the Border Patrol or Vickers himself — women huddling underneath trees and men leaning against trucks, dazed by thirst and heat exhaustion.

All the images were taken on Vickers' ranch.

"These bodies are everywhere," Vickers said. "The bones are everywhere."

Vickers, who is also a local veterinarian, spoke of the toll the stream of illegal migration has taken on Brooks County ranchers and their families.

Desperate for water, migrants break the pumps that provide water to the cattle. They tear down fences. Men have scared Vickers' wife, Linda, as she rode her horse. And finding the remains, which sometimes end up right in their backyard, wears on him.

"We see the depravity of man out here," he added. "It's altered our way of life."

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Texas Border Volunteers Ed Aldredge, left, and Mark Medina patrol a ranch in Brooks County.

Vickers is the chair of a group called the Texas Border Volunteers. At least once a month, members gather in Brooks County to search private ranch lands for migrants and their remains.

When they find either, they contact the Border Patrol.

They carry water, food, cameras and GPS devices on their patrols. "We do everything we can to try to rescue them and get them out of a bad situation," Vickers said. "The heat can fool you. It doesn't have to get that hot to really make someone walking through that sand get dehydrated real quick and suffer heat stroke."

They also bring weapons in case they encounter coyotes, gang members or people carrying expensive cargo, such as drugs.

On a recent patrol, Vickers and two volunteers wearing military camouflage rolled across deep sand in a four-wheeler, searching for signs of life or death.

Black buzzards drifted above one of the few hills on the land. To ranchers and cowboys, the buzzards have become a sign not of dying cattle, but of a dying human. "Something's dead up there," Vickers said.

On top of the hill, Mark Medina, 45, and Ed Aldredge, 45, both military veterans, picked their way through trees and cacti, searching for a corpse. They found nothing.

"It's like finding a needle in a haystack," Medina said.

But evidence of crossers was everywhere. Half-empty water jugs, crushed energy drink cans, socks, and jackets lay discarded under trees or covered in sand.

The Border Patrol has stepped up efforts to rescue immigrants who find themselves lost, dehydrated or sick. They've placed rescue beacons on the ranches, where an immigrant can push a button to alert Border Patrol agents. They've posted signs with GPS coordinates across the landscape so immigrants with cell phones can call 911 and give their location.

They've also produced public service announcements, including some in Spanish, imploring people not to cross.

The message is this: "Don't put your life in the hands of these ruthless people," said Border Patrol agent Mendiola. "To them, you're just a commodity. You're not a human being. You're cargo."

'Are you going to come or go?'
After 17-year-old Sevallos Martinez fell behind, Barahona continued with the rest of the group to trudge through the private ranch land flanking Highway 281.

In the morning, Barahona stepped into a hole and injured his right leg. In pain, he could barely walk. A friend he made along the journey took off a brown checked shirt and tied it around Barahona's knee, over his black jeans, then helped him limp along.

They were almost to the road when Barahona gave out. His friend helped him over a fence. They were minutes from the pickup point, near enough to hear the highway. There were just two fences left. The coyote said the truck was waiting. People ran for the road.

"He was yelling. Yelling for people to help him," Iraheta said. "The coyote told him to stop yelling because people would hear him."

The friend who helped Barahona told Iraheta her nephew's lips went white and he fell. The coyote yelled at the friend. "Are you going to come or go?" He ran to the vehicle.

On July 5th, the coyote called Barahona's mother in El Salvador and told her he left Elmer in the desert. "And that's where the tragedy began," said Iraheta. "I looked for him alive in all of the jails and nothing, so I've started to look for him among the dead."

'On our own'
Brooks County Chief Deputy Urbino Martinez has a stack of white binders filled with emails, letters, and reports of the missing and the dead. His office, he said, is "overwhelmed" by the deaths.

With a yearly budget of about $585,000 and only one investigator and five deputies on patrol, the county has neither the staff nor the resources to process the remains. Since they're not technically a "border county," Martinez said, it's been impossible to get federal grants to help.

"We're pretty much on our own out here," he said.

Brooks County has no medical examiner, so it can't perform autopsies or extract samples. Instead, deputies send remains first to a funeral home in Falfurrias, and then to Elizondo in Mission, where they can extract samples for DNA testing. 

But Brooks County's responsibility doesn't end there. The sheriff's office keeps pages of records. Deputies call consulates. They try to match remains to open missing persons cases.

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A photo of a young woman with her child in the missing persons file at the Brooks County Sheriff's Office.

"At times people wonder why we put all this effort into it," Martinez said. "Because our administration feels like they're humans. I know they're trespassing, I know they shouldn't be in the United States. But they're on U.S. soil. We have to protect them and we have to make sure that we do what we have to do on our end, regardless of what we have to go through."

Martinez said the Sheriff's Office is deluged by phone calls, emails and in-person visits from desperate families and friends of the missing. But it's difficult to find and identify someone who has died in the desert, he said, even when the families offer clues.

"It's a sad thing sometimes because you just can't help them and they don't understand that," he said. "They'll call you and say, 'He's by this tree, they're telling me he's by this tree.' If the animals get to them, they're not going to be by that tree. The limbs are going to be everywhere. That's just the way it is."

Like the files at Vickers' ranch, the binders deputies have assembled contain photographs both of the living and the dead. In some, the victims are smiling with their children, or clutching their husbands or wives. In others, their bodies are sprawled on the sand, staring up at the sky. Paging through the photographs, Martinez wondered aloud what went through their minds as they lay dying in the desert.

"It's not worth it," he said. "They feel like the dream that they hear about, as soon as they get onto U.S. soil, they're closer to the dream."

"But a lot of the time when they're being walked across," he added, "that dream is empty."

Searching for answers
In mid-September, Iraheta came to Brooks County carrying photographs of the two Elmers.

She believed she had identified a man in one of the sheriff's files as her nephew, but wanted to know for sure. She carried a snapshot of the picture in the sheriff's file, showing a man prone face down in the brush, a brown-checked shirt tied around his knee. But her discovery had come too late -- the body had already been buried. Now, answers would cost money.

Iraheta can recite the figures by heart: $900 to exhume the body; $250 to cut the bone for DNA testing. $3,000 for the DNA test; $100 a day to store the body for nearly four weeks until the results come in; $3,000 to $4,800 to send the body home.

"That means that's more than $12,000," said Iraheta. "I can't afford that. I'm poor."

But she is trying to raise the money, for her sister crying in El Salvador, and for Barahona's daughter.

"I want his daughter to have a place to carry a flower to," she said. "I want her to have a place to say, 'Here is where my father is buried.'"

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An unidentified immigrant's grave at the Sacred Heart Cemetery in Falfurrias, Texas. When the remains of a migrant cannot be identified they are buried with a marker indicating where their body was found.

On this trip, she came with a group assembled by Angeles Del Desierto, or Desert Angels, which has for 15 years conducted rescue mission and searched for the dead along the southern border.

They went to the sheriff's office, which had nothing more for Iraheta. They spoke to the local funeral home, which could offer little. They went on a mission into the desert, searching for people, alive or dead.

Finally, with little hope, they drove to Elizondo Mortuary in Mission. Iraheta carried her photographs of the Elmers and the little she knew about where they were last seen, what they wore, and the things they carried.

The owner of Elizondo looked at Iraheta's pictures, and went to her files. She stopped at one file of a man found with no face, no hair, no discernable features -- just bones. But the people who found the remains had recovered personal effects: a white rosary and a pair of pants with two pictures tucked in the pockets -- the same pictures Iraheta had been given by the family of 17-year-old Elmer Amilcar Sevallos Martinez, the boy left in the desert a few hours before her nephew.

"With those two things, we knew that it was him," said Iraheta.

The discovery came just in time for Sevallos Martinez's family. His remains were to have been buried the following day.

His family had held out hope the teen would be found alive. They only knew that he had been left in the desert. In some stories, he fell. In others, he was exhausted, and stopped to rest under a tree. But maybe he had recovered and begun to walk again.

Iraheta called a number she had for the boy's father, a man from El Salvador living in Maryland.

"I think he was in shock," said Iraheta. "He asked how we knew it was him. And we told him by the photos that were in his pants pocket."

Sevallos Martinez's remains are being sent to Maryland by the Salvadoran consulate, so his father can examine the photos and rosary. In some cases, the consulate will help with the cost of sending a body home. Even so, the family, like Iraheta, may want a DNA test to know for sure — if they can afford it.

Money is the reason the two Elmers risked their lives to make the illegal crossing —  money and a search for a better life. Now it is a seemingly insurmountable obstacle to their families' efforts to bring them home.

"You have nothing to give to your children, to help your mother, so you have to take the decision to come here to find a….to try to find a job to send money to the family," said Iratea. "They paid the high price for the American dream."

"We can't turn back time," she added. "But I hope that everyone sees that it's not worth it, that voyage. To give up your life to that desert."

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S. Korea toxic leak sickens thousands

  • An explosion at a chemical plant has left thousands of people with health complaints
  • It has affected hundreds of acres of farmland and thousands of livestock
  • A local farmer says his crops of grapes and rice have been ruined
  • The national government has declared a "special disaster zone" in the area

Seoul, South Korea (CNN) -- October is supposed to be the busiest month of the year for Lim Chae-ho's vineyards and rice fields in the southern part of South Korea.

In a normal year, the 50-year-old farmer would be in the midst of harvesting the crops he had spent months cultivating. But a toxic leak from an explosion at a chemical plant in the nearby city of Gumi two weeks ago has left him empty handed.

"Grapes and rice crops are withered and cannot be sold," Lim said over the phone.

"All our neighbors are affected," he said. "My neighbor's 60 cows are drooling and their noses are running with snot and blood. They are refusing to eat."

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Thousands of people in the area have been affected by the blast at the chemical factory on September 27, which killed 5 people and injured 18 others at the time.

The exact cause of the explosion, which involved 8 tons of hydrofluoric acid, is still being investigated, according to authorities. But the blast spread toxic vapor from the acid -- which is used for tasks like metal cleaning and rust removal -- across the surrounding area.

In the ensuing days, about 3,200 people have visited hospitals seeking treatment for ailments related to the leak, the city government said Sunday.

The national government on Monday declared a "special disaster zone" around the plant. Around 300 people are being relocated to safer areas.

The health problems people are suffering from include headaches, nausea, sore throats and severe coughs, according to Jung Soo-geun, an official at a local environmental group, Daegu Environmental Movement Association.

He said people in the area were concerned about the possible long-term effects of the toxic vapor on their bodies.

"I visited the site several times and ended up getting a sore throat as well," Jung said.

The chemical leak has affected at least 3,200 livestock, damaged more than 1,000 vehicles and caused about $16 million worth of damage to companies in the area, according to the city government. It has spread across about 230 hectares (570 acres) of farmland, the equivalent of roughly 430 American football fields.

But the chemicals have not contaminated the local water system, the city government said.

To help deal with the situation, the national government has said it will offer financing for recovery efforts by local authorities. It will also provide compensation and insurance payments, as well as tax cuts, to residents and companies affected by the disaster.

N. Korea: Missiles can reach U.S.

The U.S. Multiple Launch Rocket System launches rockets during a live training exercise in South Korea on September 13.
The U.S. Multiple Launch Rocket System launches rockets during a live training exercise in South Korea on September 13.
  • NEW: An analyst says he doesn't find North Korea's claim to be credible
  • NEW: "It was politically impossible for them not to react" to South Korea, a professor says
  • South Korea announced a deal with the U.S. to extend its missile range to include the North
  • Previously, the South agreed to limit its missile range in exchange for access to U.S. technology

(CNN) -- North Korea said Tuesday its missiles can reach the U.S. mainland -- days after South Korea announced a deal with the United States to extend its missile range.

The strike zone of North Korean rocket forces includes "not only the bases of the puppet forces and the U.S. imperialist aggression forces' bases in the inviolable land of Korea, but also Japan, Guam and the U.S. mainland," the state-run Korean Central News Agency reported.

But some analysts questioned the claim.

"That's been a desire or an objective, politically, for North Korean leadership for quite some time. But they have not demonstrated that capability," said Daniel Pinkston of the International Crisis Group's North East Asia Program.

"To acquire that capability requires a lot of development and testing. And considering what they've done so far ... I don't find that credible. But I do think they're working toward acquiring that capability."

The claim from Pyongyang comes amid increased tensions between the two Koreas after the North test fired a long-range rocket in April. That rocket exploded shortly after it was launched.

North Korea insisted it was trying to launch a satellite into orbit, but the attempt was widely viewed as a cover for a ballistic missile test.

Analysts say the country's latest threat isn't surprising after South Korea announced it reached a deal with the United States that allows Seoul to extend the range of its ballistic missiles to include the northern peninsula of North Korea.

"What else can they say? It was politically impossible for them not to react," said professor Andrei Lankov of Kookmin University in Seoul.

On Sunday, South Korea said it reached a deal with the United States that allows Seoul to extend the range of its ballistic missiles to include the northern peninsula of North Korea.

The deal with Washington revised the range of Seoul's missiles from 300 kilometers (186 miles) to 800 kilometers (497 miles), South Korean national security adviser Chun Yung-woo told reporters.

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"The important goal in revising the missile pact is to deter armed provocation from North Korea," Chun said. "If North Korea is to attack or provoke, we are able to incapacitate its nuclear and missile (capabilities) in the early stage. We have guaranteed various capabilities to protect the life and safety of our people."

The South agreed in 1972 to limit its missile range to 180 kilometers (112 miles) in exchange for access to U.S. missile technology. Guidelines were revised in 2001 to allow for a range of 300 kilometers.

The two Koreas signed an armistice that ended the 1950-1953 Korean war, though a peace treaty was never signed. Technically, the two countries remain in a state of war.

Roughly 28,000 U.S. troops are stationed in South Korea.

CNN's Paula Hancocks, KJ Kwon and Elise Labott contributed to this report.